Oh my .. OctOber dah ..

First Of all ...
i want tO say sOrry la kt u Ols cOz im rarely update my dearest blOghey ...
hukhuk ... (batuk mOde)
 nOw jam dah 3.50 am .. yet im nOt gOing tO bed !!! uarrrgggghh  ... even tensiOn sesangat wit my assignment yg x pnah nk hbis ..tp aku smpat jugak nk g hupdate blOg niey .. my gOsh .. gila bhabuk .. jenuh aku g bersihkan habuk2 .. hehehe ..
 sO nOw aku nk stOriey mOriey sal  part Of my life ...


actually aku asa indu sgt2 la an family aku kt swak .. suwerrrr!!! especially ikhwan .. my lil yOungest brOtha ... huhu .. then my lep lep .. hearry ..
nOw hearry tgah bergumbira wit his new career .. sO .. aku just dapat bg suppOrt dr blakang ... i hope u can dO it very well syg ... n aku plak planting jauhnya kt smenanjung dOe !!!! SEMENANJUNG !! nah aku siap bOld ag .. hehehe.. imagine .. aku perlu hbiskan 4 years to finish my DEGREE .. see .. it was a lOng jOurney thOu .. satu jgka masa yg agak lama .. n amat memenatkan .. suwerrr . aku x sgka yg aku dpt mOve On sjauh ni .. dulu aku x la tlalu mengexpOsedkn dri .. tgOk2 dpt plak msuk U .. sO thanks tO Allah n Oso my parents cOz dOakan aku siang malam .. :( tharu glerrrrr .. hmmmm ...
mbuak2 plak prasaan rindu nih ... aiiissss.. x bleh jadik !


ni kisah aku .. sO skati aku la nk tulis apa .. kn2 .. hahaha ..
hubugan jarak jauh ... 
ni la bnda aku nk share2 an kOrg ...
eviOne ada pndapat dOrg sendiri ttg hal ni .. ada yg x sggup .. but sOme Of them .. sebaliknya ... tp aku ... tgOlonglah dalam gOlongan sebaliknya itu =.=' huhuhu .. u nOe wat ... it was because Of my future sake ... aku sggup pisah an Org yg ku syg ... aku gtau cyap2 kt hearry .. u build ur Own career .. sO was mine .. aku dgn dyer dah cOuple fOr 4 years 5 mOnths Oready ...satu jgka msa yg agak lma kn .. dats wut we called chemistry is .. sumpah .. laki ni aku syg sgt2 .. tlalu byk pngOrbanan dyer utk future aku .. family aku ... dri aku .. aku respek dia .. even bOth Of us has different in belief .. tp aku x rasa yg bnda ni akn buat masalah dalam satu perhubungan .... my mOm alsO mualaf .. (RC cOnvert tO Muslim) but nOw .. aku tgOk ayah aku dpt bimbing mOm aku dgn sepenOhnya ajaran Islam ... im very prOud wit him .. dad .. u're my idOl ..


OMG ! nangis la plak ... esss ... pOtOng line tol laaa ....
aku ni mmg cpt tOuching ... sesentap nyaa ... ceh ... n n n .. sepanjang aku kt sni .. dyer x pnah nk abaikan aku .. kcuali ada kekangan yg tertentu yg ktOrg x dpt nk elakn ... Orait .. cth .. aku sibuk buat esemen . discussiOn .. trip here n there .. nO netwOrk cOverage .. sibuk dgan aktiviti studiO .. n dyer lak .. as usual .. bz dgan fail2 yg kna bg immediate attentiOn .. make an appOintment tO deal with his customer .. fax Ol the nOnsense things tO thOse needed .. aku tau .. ktOrg bdua mmg amat terikat dgn kOmitmen .. lOm ag kawen thOu .. dah sebOk memanjang .. aihh .. but wat tO dO .. this is my jOurney ,, sO i've chOose this life path ..i have tO mOve On .. Ok ..


dan aku xkan kwen dlm usia aku seawal ni .. y ? because aku xda duit sndri .. Ok .. fulstop .. aku ada impian ... aku ada angan2 yg aku pasti akn dapat lau aku berusaha sedikit ja lagi .. aku syg an bOyfie aku .. tp aku dgan dyer skrg nih tgah dalam prOcess collect money utk Our future .. mean utk ktOrg kawen la .. dyer xpect yg dyer msti dah ada kreta n rumah sndri b4 prOpOse aku utk jd his wifey  .. hearry sgt bfikir jauh ke depan .. matured sgt2 pmikiran ... fOr sure gak dyer bukan sterOtype yg smOking .. n minum n sOwutever yg sewaktu dgn nya ...
damn ! ( cney ku mOk berOleh laki nOk bna2 phm aku kdak pa nOk dah nya pOlah ??? ) aku xkan sia2kn kO la !!  :")


aku syg dia sgt2 tau .. mmg sng ja aku taep ayt ni .. tp kOrg xkan dpt asa cmna rasa aku kt dyer .. hearry .. im sO sOrry fOr all the mistakes that i've been dOne before .. 


n nOw .. aku dah tlampau ngantok .. mmg aku asa nk cntinue taep .. but my mata Oready want tO tutup .. so .. next time .. lau aku ada free .. then aku kan hupdate ag .. dats mean i wil continue .. Ok ..


thanks lau kOrg sudi nk bca .. lau x nk .. just click 'x' buttOn .. simple ..